i went to see Peter S. Begale this weekend, witch was awsome, and he talk about how when he was 19 he wrought his first book. I've been wanting to wrrite wever snince i was in first gread, having many people standing in my way, and now that im 20 i still want to write, but i have been puting it off snice 12th gread becasue i havent thought i was good enought. I know my gramer and spelling arent but, that doent mater. After hearing about how much he'd acoumplised i thought, why not me? well, i tell you why not me, im lazy and i put things off becasue i want the to be PERFCET so FUCK IT ill just wright, and if its spelled wrognt, and it has grammer maskate they will be fixed. And if it cant get published bacuse someone doesnt like it ill fix the porblems

now i just have to work with the lazy part >.>

i want to acouplish grate things much like the rest of you but we just need to do, not whate till were perficet beause,

well never be perficet

though i think i can get alittle better like in vocabalery

ill never get better in spelling trust me i've tryed...hard, just keep tyeping and you just keep painting/drawing and if you need ill tell my friends about you


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if you make fun of my spelling i kill you >.<

so i went to otakon for the 4th and most likey the last year (inless i go back years from now) it was fun, but there were things that seemed like they were trying to get in the way or 'are fun making' but i tryed to iqnore it

i got so see the creator of the last unicorn a childhood favorit of mine. I've never read the book, frankly i never new there was one, but i plane too soon. [link]

Funky Forest was very intresstion and i sagesst you check it out ....its kinda....ya..at parts so i think it has a rating on it but they didnt stop anyone form going in so i dont no the rating on it, its best to see with friends and makes more sense as you go along...if any [link]

some artist's at otakon:
there was this talbe with adorable bunnies and she has a deviantair page o3o but i just loved the bunnies celesse
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Gus fink had some really intresting things as well and this cat picture that was $20 that i wanted but didnt know what i would do with it [link]
and this was really awsome it was kinda like mistcal creaters [link]

well thats some of the cards i picked up they were all wonderful though and to many talbes of coure to see them all and not enough money and i though i'd share some with you

coca-cola is good, and i like it

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i've had a bad day



but that happens and i know that....but thought all of it i can over look it. It will go away, its just one day, its just a job, i can find one sooner or later, its just a bee sting, its just someone beeing annoying or some pain when you get hurt or somthing that happens at school, all little things that add up....


or a sister that just wont stop



alot off people tell me i will talk to here when we grow up

i am grown up, i may be 20 but that is grown up



and there is nothing more i cant stand more than here

aparitly i have to pay 520 dollars by tomorrow for my school but the college didn't tell me this but 3 days ago. And no sperpize i have no money, snice i haven't been able to find a job.... and my pernts have no money, but like i say, if you dont panic you can figure somthing out, (and my mom did ♥ ) but im just annoyed that my school only gave me 4 days to come up with that kind of money

i mean i could have looked at the web page i guess, so im not like extreamly made just fursterated, but i did look, but not for that, i thought that i would be starting classes before paying, i dont know way, or that they would maybe warn me....

im just angery that people are so unkind now adays that they cant give people chances or...warn them when they have to pay hundreds of dollars,

if they HAD given me time i would have been able to put my FAFAS though. Fucking lones....

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(if you dont pay your classes are dropped most likey along with your finacl add) o3o